Anyway, I did talk to Dave. He knew he messed up, but said I should have woke him up. Well, I *did*, but he was really out of it and fell back asleep. Even me slamming the bedroom door didn't wake him back up, so I figured I'd forget it. Pretty much right after I typed up the entry he got up and I told him I was pissed. Then, like normal, he gets pissed that I'm pissed! Men. Well, I think it was the next day or the day after that he actually got up in the morning and let me sleep in and he fed DJ! I think he has only done this once or twice before since DJ has been born! It was nice, however, I couldn't fall back asleep after hearing DJ cry, but at least I laid there and rested for another 20 mins. Of course I kept wondering if Dave knew what to feed DJ...even though I have a schedule posted on the fridge with times & what he gets. But you know men, they don't read, LOL

What else? Someone asked about why I only get 5 mins to myself. Well, I was exaggerating there, my bad. I was pissed. But, somedays that's how it feels. Obviously since I'm typing this now, I've got some time, DJ is napping. And he does play on his own quite a bit. I always let him play on his own first, and then when he gets bored or fussy, I sit down and play with him. So, I do get time to myself during the day, mostly when he's napping though. And of course that's when I'm exercising, cleaning, showering etc. You mom's know how it is. The hardest part is from 5-8pm. I need to feed DJ dinner, make our dinner and then he's normally fussy at this time so he requires a lot more attention. Dave helps out sometimes. I know I need to get more assertive. But I also feel bad, since he's had a long day at work, a long drive home and usually wants a nap after work. I guess I feel like I should be super mom and be able to do everything on my own. I'll work on that. Maybe since we're going to celebrate our anniversary this weekend while my parents have DJ, we can discuss some of this stuff at dinner. In a non-confrontational way etc.

On a side note, I'm sort of worried about one of my friends. I don't hear from him too much, but he's out of state so that's to be expected. Anyway, I talked to him a month or so ago and I could hear his wife in the background being really mean to him. Sort of swearing and making derogatory comments etc. At the time I thought this kind of odd....and felt bad for him. Well, I talked to him two days ago and if I understood correctly, he had to let me go asap because his wife was through with her errand. I guess it just sort of gave me the sense that maybe she didn't like him talking to me? I'm sure it wasn't that, he probably just had to help her with something etc. and didn't want to be rude and keep talking to me while she was there. I just hope everything is ok for them. Of course whenever I talk to him we're both so busy and scatterbrained that we don't get into anything deep about our lives. I know he reads this occasionally. I hope if he was unhappy, he'd feel he could call me. Guess that's all.